purpose of life

I have tried many methods in my life to be successful, both financially and in personal growth. I bought and read lots of books, being good at self-study, absorbing and applying knowledge from them. By spending seven years studying investment methods, plus having a certain amount of savings and using leverage, I earned quite a lot of money in a short time. However, due to the stock market crash, I also lost a huge amount of money very quickly. I was very patient and waited for the stock market to recover, luckily not incurring much loss from the investment. Unexpectedly,… Read More »depression diary – 6 Nov 2024

I was lying on my bed, feeling the emptiness and void inside me. I had no intention or effort to do anything. I had lost the motivation to go outside or meet my friends. There were shops and restaurants in the street near me, yet those places seemed far away. I wanted to return to a “normal life” for some time, but I kept failing. I had been unemployed for more than a year. After more than ten company interviews, I still hadn’t got any jobs. I had no money, felt lost and low in mood, but I needed to… Read More »depression diary – 17 Sep 2024