mental health

Transformative Lessons from Human Design Analysis

It’s been a while since I last posted. I hope everyone still remembers me.This period has been a dark time in my life, but also a time of settling and recovery.In the most difficult moments, there are good friends who cared for and supported me.Necessary information, such as books would always suddenly appear and be found. There were many, countless ‘whys’ in my mind, and I finally found answers.These are not questions that can be explained or answered through logic or thinking.Even the most basic question of ‘why did I come to London’, I couldn’t answer for a long time.… Read More »Transformative Lessons from Human Design Analysis

The Dark Side of Wealth: Hidden Struggles of the Successful

Outside of my education, I read lots of books, many of them related to personal growth. I enjoy reading the success stories of famous entrepreneurs and investors. Even the stories of people who are not famous always catch my attention. Many people only see the bright side and overlook the failures and dark periods of successful individuals. While I understand that they have to encounter many failures before achieving success, I am really curious to know how they stand up again and what motivates them to fight back. Normally, books just mention certain events or situations, for example, that they… Read More »The Dark Side of Wealth: Hidden Struggles of the Successful

depression diary – 6 Nov 2024

I have tried many methods in my life to be successful, both financially and in personal growth. I bought and read lots of books, being good at self-study, absorbing and applying knowledge from them. By spending seven years studying investment methods, plus having a certain amount of savings and using leverage, I earned quite a lot of money in a short time. However, due to the stock market crash, I also lost a huge amount of money very quickly. I was very patient and waited for the stock market to recover, luckily not incurring much loss from the investment. Unexpectedly,… Read More »depression diary – 6 Nov 2024

depression diary – 17 Sep 2024

I was lying on my bed, feeling the emptiness and void inside me. I had no intention or effort to do anything. I had lost the motivation to go outside or meet my friends. There were shops and restaurants in the street near me, yet those places seemed far away. I wanted to return to a “normal life” for some time, but I kept failing. I had been unemployed for more than a year. After more than ten company interviews, I still hadn’t got any jobs. I had no money, felt lost and low in mood, but I needed to… Read More »depression diary – 17 Sep 2024